It's a lot of wishful thinking and speculation in the end. Happier in some worlds, worse off in others, but the only world and life that really matters is your own.

[They've certainly trailed off from the original subject, but it's all been good. Different paths to get to the same point.]

I'm glad we could talk, but what are you going to do now, Jean? And what do you want me to do? If you want me to leave you alone, I will, but you have to say that instead of avoiding me.